I decided to log in to my blog to take a look and maybe a little update. But I was quite shocked, because to me, it always felt like it's only a few months back when I last updated my blog. Never did I realised that it has been about 12 months since I last logged in or blogged.

 Well, same old same old. It's been about 19months since I started my first job as an Event Executive. I was recently promoted and had a raise. But that is not what I wanted anymore. I am quite sick of events already. I mean, I still love doing events, but maybe its because of the environment or the company I am working at. It only been 3 months into 2013 and we have been super busy with events, literally non-stop. First we had the Anti-Drug roadshow at 5 different Institute of Higher Learnings (tertiary education), anti-smoking programme in between, Chinese New Year Stageshows, Youth Olympic sports event, Track and Field, Job Fair, and the list goes on. Literally no break in-between. I believe everyone is worn out and manpower stretched to the thinnest. I still like doing events, be it full time or part time, however, I don't think I can stand my boss any longer. I was thinking of just resigning, even before finding a job. I have been sending out CVs and applying job through job search websites but response isn't that good. Is the economy really that bad?

I stopped dragonboating since December. December I went for my last race in Penang with the then TNT team. I decide to take a break after that because I find that I simply did not have time for anything else. Working from Mon-Fri (occasionally on weekends) and dragonboating on both weekends. I find that too exhausting, mentally and physically. Don't really have time for my family or friends, hence the decision. However, I still have passion for the sport. Things have changed since I left the team. Rumours and politics destroyed the team. Due to some rumours and misunderstanding, the exco members have left the team and bringing some members with them. I do not know exactly what happened, but I heard stories here and there. Sad to hear that, since it was quite bonded 3 months ago and I never thought so much would change in the course of 3 months. Directions of the team is still unclear but don't really know what's gonna happen.

Besides that, I'm also taking swimming lessons. Not exactly swimming lessons, I'm learning how to become a swim teacher. I've enrolled in this swim school and learning to become a swim teacher. I'm taking this 3-4 months course till like May-June. Once I've passed the test and assessments, I will be taking my own class and teaching kids how to swim.

As for me, I'm still me. Still kinda in love with the same girl one year ago. Although she rejected me almost 5 months ago. Well, I feel silly at times, telling myself she is not ready for a relationship at the moment. But I still feel the same way. I guess that's what liking someone is. You look beyond their flaws and only see the things you want to see. Good thing is that she still goes out with me. I mean, some girls would just reject you and then avoid you for the rest of your life, but we still went out after that, and totally no awkward moment, just like before I confessed. I guess only time will tell.

That's all the updates for now.